To God

I am gonna be whatever you want, my Lord
Whatever you need
If you want me to laugh in a thorny field,
I will
If you want to blind me,
You can
But what other things have you prepared to me?
Since I am already blind because I don’t want to face fate
I am already alone
Since I outlived darkness many times.
Isn’t it enough torture?
I want to change
I want to cry
I want to feel
The pure sky
On my skin
I die, I rest
Then I resurrect.