How much I love you?

How much I need you
I don’t know
Can love be measured?
Who knows...
I want you to tell me
what is going on between us
If there is fire or just a cold
I have many doubts
Many...Believe it or not
You confuse me
with your complicated words
I tried to avoid your presence
So as to be strong
But when I see you
I am more like a dying flower
in the middle of a deserted road.
How long should I bear up your childish games?
You know I am a doll
You treat me like your pet
Why don’t you leave me alone?
I’ll really appreciate
may be in that form
I forget at once and forever and anymore.